waiting for the worms

its hard to settle down from business into limbo again. it was only five days that i was busy but i feel like it was ages ago that i felt relived to leave my house for a fun birthday trip with you and josh and the disappointment and all the thrift store shopping and the party and the laying around with the logans and lost and spending all my birthday money on nico's butt. i am still waiting for the worms to come out, am a little afraid that they wont and all the money was spent in vain when i could have bought more clothes for another type of vain. and she's still hairless. that bitch vet made my mom spend about 33 bux on a steroid shot and said if that didnt work, if the hair loss continued, she'd put nico on prozac. fuck you, dr. bock or whoever, if i have to be depressed then so does nico. nothing is working, including me.