you cant always get what you want

not that i know what i want. i want to have fun, without anything weighing on either of our shoulders, for just that one day (my birthday). as it is, you are probably going to the grand canyon, i dont talk to josh when i'm in temecula really,so he's probably working or applying to colleges or fixing his car, nicole asked that when i (and i invited you so you too) go out with her and mom that i indulge them and do what they want to do, and big mike wants to go to san diego on the 13th, my day of birth, because there is some free sports thing that he and cj want to go to and i can get a drink. so my birthday is to be spent tagging along. if not for you, this would be normal for all my birthdays, and i am not complaining that much, its just that everyone else has great birthdays. i've been waiting for so long! and why does cj get to celebrate my birthday? last year he went to wrestling while i waited at home for you all day to come over and play wii. and also have cake with those lesbians i didnt know. whatever, im going to act so so bored so that i look bored and everyone knows i am bored. and watch nico waste away while i cant do anything about it.